Wednesday, November 28, 2007

have your pick

wow how your life can turn in five seconds

I am having job offers thrown at me left and right
I am enjoying every single second of my time off
And, i have a hot date this weekend

:)

I will go play the lotto now

Love

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i am strangely fascinated

And i have to share

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=171148350

Rarely do i become engrossed with artists like this. My sister said i am filling in a platonic void. I say she's 15 and everything has to do with boys and love. So there, enjoy my latest favorite.

I took the best bath ever today. Twas tre sex and the city to sip a glass of wine and read a book while soaking in jasmin and vanilla. You could say happiness comes to those that drink up and soak up. My plans for the evening are to make some really awesome spaghetti and meatballs, kick back, and catch some house on fox.

I love you all. I pray you know. :)

Monday, November 26, 2007

can't say i have an answer

So i've been reading this book by the dalai lama on happiness. I have to give it to him, i'm not in the very least an authority in philosophy, or religion, but the book is very good thus far.

Someone once told me that enlightment is so simple, it's hard to achieve because it's just so easy to miss.

I decided today that the first day of the journey is tomorrow. I wish i could take you all along with me, but right now i just need to be with my thoughts.

What is happiness to you?

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

lucky

After five years of blood, sweat, tears, and dedication, i was fired from starbucks today.

I understand that we are all replaceable.

I am sad to leave my beloved partners and customers behind. I was in the bussiness for the people, not for the coffee. And i am thankful for everything i have learned.

But what i am thankful for the most is the unmeassurable ammount of support i have recieved from my peers, from my friends, and from my partners.

God has blessed me in many ways. It was my time to go.

Thank you to anyone that had kind words for me today. Julian and i will be fine. Where god guides he provides.

Can't believe how lucky i am

Thursday, November 8, 2007

just be quiet

i wish you could appreciate some silence every now and then

i haven't reached out in weeks, and when i do, your constant deconstructing comes back as an attack and i no longer care to put myself out on that limb for you to prowl on. that would be stupid. why should i care, why should i try ...

keep it to yourself i say


if you're not here to lift me up and pray when i ask, then what are you here for? To get some information out of to stir up trouble? I won't offer you nothig more than a hello/good bye my dear.